It is hard to tell how I feel, yet I know for sure I am feeling excited to avoid all the weak points I made throughout my short 5.5 years career life time.
I am feeling good to be able to start from the begining for the 5th time in this short period.
It makes me feel I am alive! Change is the only fixed truth in this life -besides that there is a God for sure-
I know that it is very hard to switch jobs so frequently. Just because it is really hard to find a job in the first place :)
I am very spiritually thirsty these days. Change makes me feel I am still possesing some value for others that makes other employers need me!
Through out my last-and only- four jobs, either:
- I was given nonsense tasks to do, and yet not being recognized for doing them.
- I was given some semi-challenging tasks, and yet not being encouraged for doing them.
- I was not given any task to do, and yet not being appreciated for not doing them.
Now what do you think? For me, It is a pure heavy load of disappointement. I feel like all those employers not smart enough to fully utilize me. They are just like someone who is hiring a nuclear reactor for lighting a 100-watt bulb.
My perfect work type is to squeeze, scratch and overload my idle creativity cells. I believe I didn't do what I can really do until now.
What I need is a motive... a good motive. I need to be proactive. I need to be self triggered. I need to feel the value of whatever I am/will be doing.
Why am I writing this?
Just asking you to wish me good luck in my next turn over :)
